Gray, blue, and purple wig cravings.
Can’t wait for my lenses.
I cannot stop tugging out my eyelashes.

Meh..

I don’t think people realize how badly I would love to sponsor every single lovely that emails me, I just cannot afford it ;;

It means so much though, to know that the name is getting around and slowly becoming popular (150+ views on my site per day like WOW!), but it is all still new.. There aren’t enough funds because not many have actually bought yet, which is expected since it’s still new and I understand people are cautious^^

But, oh, I feel so bad when I have to say no.. I wish I could grow money on a tree for you all … But, sadly, it doesn’t exist, and I have to work with what I have at the moment, which is the people who actually help promote me and/or place an order…

Ahh….

Note to self:

Stop chasing for people’s attention/affection.

Love yourself. And once you do, love yourself again.

It’s okay to want time alone.
It’s okay to worry about yourself for once.
It’s okay to make yourself a priority.
It’s okay to feel the way you do.

Don’t worry about everyone too much. Don’t put them all above you.

Find someone who wants to stay and accepts all parts of you, not someone you have to make stay.

“Treat others as you would like to be treated.”

“Do onto others as you want done onto you.”
Sometimes, I wonder if living by this rule can really grant me happiness. Is this really the way to live a life? Isn’t this how everyone should live? Why don’t they?
Even though it causes me so much hurt, is this the right way?
Even if it wasn’t, I could never change.

The only thing holding me back from getting a Macbook is that I thought I couldn’t use Chrome on it. I’m so stupid aren’t I……. (◡‿◡✿)

On the other hand, going to put up my Missha BB Cream review and what ever else I can get done today ~

kurotoshiro-naesegye:

… everyone can turn to you for anything, anything at all.

Yet, when the places are switched, you have no one to turn to.